its been awhile

too bad all my dreams are always gunna be dreams no matter what im always gunna be stuck at the same damn wall. sometimes i walk awaay from it but it always appear in front of me and im like WTF go away ugggghh i even tried jumping over it and and going around it always magicaly gets in front of me damn its annoying

i need to post more blogss coming up soon=)

smile fo me baby

i ve been gettin out more and lookin out to the world and its great...im glad im meeting people and gettin to meet new friends and party with themm hahahha

dbagga with no swagga

The name is deillen and im one hell of a villian hahaha what it dooo!?

meet my brothers

patrick aka nic-nac patty wack


beau aka beau4sho


carl aka ceeman


roy aka royskii

7/22/09

i am the sucka for even thinkin that you were worth shxt but thanks for the memories. appreciate it

angels are the kind that provides help and never leave your sides but these angels have no wings so i call them friends =) p.s love you guys

i swing alone because theres is no one trust worthy.

06/14/09

im so excited! can't WAIT....

addicted

you know you people get addicted to somethings like tabbacco,drugs and gambling etc. its intense stuff but with me im addicted to getting myself in trouble. but what can i do everyone has a problem what i do. ilike toshow my creative ness i dont think theres nothing wrong with that...so watch me do me dj kahllleeeeed we the best

keep thinking

i ve been always saying that i would never move out of my own home, but now i have my parents kicked me out of my home. heey i ma strong willed kid i think...so now im am stayin at my bestfriends house. thanks pat i apprciate everything! i've been learning how to grow up which is hard since i am a kid at heart but to the hell with that i live in a fantasy always thinking everything is gunna be all good. but fckt i learned that real friends are liars specially when you think they got your back hahaha there a joke...thats why i dont think know more i know who the rea friends are..and they now who they are. and i love them very much no homo tho on the real tho yeeeeee. but i cant describe what i have become but to me ive became even stronger and more determine. i dont need alot of friends because i got my family(peanut butter coverd ducks} hahaha shhieet what you know about us tho..we fight because we are brothers but there is nuthin we can not fix.-dbags

07/09/09

hahaha...today is very well worked i got my classes done today with natalie! im so glad we went togther and i didnt have to walk around alone =) thank you nat love you. so we got all are stuff done so now we just need to show up for class hahaha we tight. so while i was waiting for nat at her counseling meeting i drove nats car which was tight, so i went to get coffee and headed to pats house...when i got there pat raped the sht out of me fckin homo. then i kinda raped roy in BED no homo tho he wanted it so its not rape hahahaa..then they showed me a video of them rapping.. which was fckin hilarious..man i cant believe you put her on blast tho. GOODSTUFF! so i piked up nat and went back to pats again and goofed off there once again. soon i had to get my hair cut to go to my friends viewing(R.I.P Jay-r)then i saw hella of my old as friends from way back then which was hella tight. now im watching a movue online with my LOVES(Ceeman, Nat, and Ash) hahaha we nerds...through my whole day i didnt think of her for even more than 2 seconds im proud of myself cause i know she dont give a fck about me cause i was just another play thing -dbags

BAR SESSION

hey tho..what you know about me tho im dee what do you see in me tho. hahaha yeee i know you know that i gottalota swagga thats why you end up callin me bagga i know the sht i say aint funny but girl i aint sweeet like hunny so you better start hoppin like a dummbie ass bunny hahaha it was a just a joke so get me a coke i got somethin to say and it aint pretty it aint silly and its comin from dilly.

07/08/09

whats crackin tho! man my day was so random really RANDOM. i woke up at 12 got up and left to go print out the photos i took yesterday, when i was with the ladys. but then nat text me saying she had a dream of me. And i was the freakin bad guy WTF! she said that "i was scaring her while were painting or something and i kept leaving her" hahaha what a dream. then i was on the way to costco then i saw ms.resnick which was pretty tight she was her fam. her kid is cute i wanted to bite him no homo. then i left costco to go to micheals to get paint so i can fix up this frame which was fading. then i just chilled at home and slept the whole day. and then i woke up and got me a burger. YUM so yeee -dbags

07/07/09

today was very relaxing and uplifting...i woke up got ready to go to the cherry pit to get a smog test and head to the DMV to get my car re registered. then i got some starbucks alone =(. then went home got some sleep. then woke up got ready to drop my sister off to the mall with her friends. they were pretty nice and look very casual except one. she look scared as like she was gunna die in my car hahaha. then i wen to pick up nat with a gat. so we can meet up with the HC. then, nat and i got there joe and ash was there waiting for us. then we all sat down and i looked at joe wondering why in the hell shes wearing a white dress. but hey i wasnt saying she was ugly im saying that she lookied fckin BEAUTIFUL wearing that dress i couldnt help but stare. so, i tried not stare soooo, i looked the other way so i wouldnt drool hahaha. but then we got all are food which was sushi the greatest food in the world! after that i ask ash how was LA she said 'it was cool and s fun". then we called pat to see where they all at cause we were waiting for them but they ended up not showing they just got caught up which is ok im not angry about it. so we went to pick up jennica then wen to the park in martinez and i took lots of photos of my favorite ladys. then we drop off ash at her dad's house and i got this coool ass sword.(ITS DOPE!) i got to use it a couple times i stabbed ash joe and nat hahaha. soon we left to drop off joe but she sat at the back of me which was really nerve racking cause she was directly towards my rear view mirror. i was like WTF! im looking dirctly at this girl so i tried not looking again. im a FOOL i wish i can tell her what was in my mind but im afraid what the outcome will be cause i dont wanna start another justina scene if you know what i mean. after joe it was time for nat to get dropped off so we headed to KFC to get food for my family at suisun. but the crazy ass lady was hella rude so i was like fckt im goin to vacaville to get food. and the sweet lady from vacaville gave frreee apple turnovers and more chicken. that is what i call customer service. -dbag

07/06/09

today, i woke up ran a mile. then waited for pat to call me then they were still sleepin(gayyy) then we left around 12pm to head out to DVC, so they can find an apartment to live in. while i sit there an watch there retarded ass goof off. while i take photos of the place which was relaxing.soon i headed home but i craved sushi which i ate on my own then went home. after all that good stuff i took my board and started skating around the block thinkin about how im goin to arrange my life. which the H.C is already planning theres and how they leavin soon. its sad but yeah when life hands you watermelons you make watermelon sundeas...and carl got me in to this bogging crap damn it carl! but hey it is relaxing since im going to get use to being alone since i have no supper boo to be there wit me. -dbag